The story of my sad life

So, I am sitting in my room for the third night in a row and just thinking. I can study more, I can go out and spend money... But I have no money, and the only place that I have been invited in the LXA party and I don't think they want to go it's a Toga Party... That is so 3 years ago... I hope our football teams wins. My best friend supposively that is in my sorority didn't even ask or call to see if was going to the football game. I am as I don't exist. No one notices me really. I can't wait until the Chi O phone list comes out, then there will be no reason. I really wanted a sister to ask me to the game, but I am a big girl.... But do I go by myself? Invite myself? I am so confused. The only one who offers anything is my roommate Kim... I don't even take that personal anymore because if someone else was her roommate I am sure she would ask them. I just feel like a loser. Honestly. Andrea didn't even tell me about her cookout. Didn't call me about the football game. Nothing Noone, I had to work, but I got off at like 4pm and the game wasn't until like 7pm! WTF? I feel like that girl in What a Woman Wants......the one when he finally runs into her and can hear her thoughts... Yeah that girl... Just lost. I guess maybe it was kind of a small part of the movie, but if you can relate it sticks to you. Like my teacher said invite everyone, maybe some people just like saying no.... I thank Jenna for watching the movies in the living room with me... I would have felt overly sad if it was just me and myself..